Tuesday, March 30, 2010

30 March 2010 - A*** Workplace

I was lucky to get a job after i left the job at cariman.
It's A***.
Located at Kallang. I think think job is good(People, food milo, biscuits, good pay=able to pay what i got at f***) but somehow i didn't worked long, i didn't know what was the EXACT problem but only knew i was lethargic, tired, sleepy to go to work almost everyday.

My job requires me to carry heavy metal's for semiconductor's assemblies.
My boss, qa engineer and end users we good to me and everyone.
Some how still lack of something maybe due to my poor health, i couldn't perform anything well.

When i talked on the phone , ppl can't hear me and even mistook me for an "Ah GUA" what the hack!! Coz i lost my voice from an operation in year 2008. That's really offensive.. i really take it to heart. From feb 2010, i tend to be very sick and can't do my job well, Always feel giddy & anxoius.

The Giddy symptoms is persistent, i even went to hospital. Since Dec 2009, i had been going to see neurosurgeons Dr. for this dizzy problem. Did a brain CT scan, tilt table test, blood test for calcium & thyroid.
All came out well !

What's the culprit wonder if it was becoz i always need to talk alot so i always experience lacking of breath.
I went to see GP (Tan kah King at yishun). I had depression , that time i was very scared to go out , even shopping centres and crowded places. I even took Fluoxetine 15 mg and diapezam for restful nights. Which are meant for depression.

Depression signs:
*Tight Feeling
*Anxiety
*Lump in the throat
*Sleepy
*Can't concentrate
*Breathless

I hope i can recover from this stupid illness..